Life is Hard.....

All i can say is Life is Hard right now....thank goodness i am not in it alone!!! I have my Savior, Jesus, i have Roger my love and family and friends. But still life is hard, lately anyway! I truely dont mean to be down, but this is how i feel right now...and i just need to right it down!!! There are some highlights, Isaac is such a big boy now!! Going to school and pottytrained, sleeping most of the time, in his own bed!! Those are all great things!
Sometimes all i feel i can do is live and do make sure laundry is done, things are picked up and family is fed!! I am praying for clarity of mind, and what is next on this journey....We shall see!!

What can i say its been a looong time!!!

It has been a long time since i have written...lets see lots has happened including moving, missions trips,potty training, isaac is about to start preK 3years olds...ect....Well i guess things just got crazy and i dropped the ball with the blog!! Life is crazy and with a 3 year old it is crazier!!! Isaac has gotten sooo big...i cant believe he is 3 and a half and is starting school in august...it is scary and exciting to start school when all he has ever known is being at home with me. And while it will only be 3 days a week, to start, it is still hard LOL...:) Babies grow up all two fast!! It is so scary to hand my child over to someone i dont know and trust them to care for isaac...but it must be done and i am just hoping he does well and learns and makes freinds....so now i must go and sleep...i am soooo tired!!! Motherhood will do that to ya!! hahaha

The Chocolate Chip Cookies of Life....

Maybe this is silly, but i have had such a good time talking with old friends lately!! I truly loved some of them like sisters for sooooo many years....i am sure they know who they are!! They helped me through so many tough spots in my life....and understood things that my mom (even though she wanted to understand) couldn't. Mom don't think this is a stab toward u an any way... its not! You were and still are one of my best friends and i love you. I miss these friends and truly miss being silly when you aren't suppose to be and the ability to be serious with them when needed!! I just want to say Thank YOU!! Life is sometimes not pretty...life is really messy....and there were times that i questioned these friendships, but through it all i have grown and learned so much!! Friends truly are "the chocolate chip cookies of life!!" If it were not for them life would be so dull!! I know i am getting mushy....but i cant help myself right now....I only hope that Isaac will have friends that love him like a brother and make many memories together!!!

The truth about cat's and dog's....???

So, it has been a while since i have blogged...what can i say life happens!! I felt i must share this story or better yet a conversation roger and i had with isaac....so here it goes.......
isaac: "what is this? is it a tootsie roll?"
me: "i dont know where did you get it?"
isaac: "it was right here on the floor."
me: "let me see.....omg!!! it is poop!!"
isaac: "o"
me: "why is there poop on the floor??" (angrily)
isaac: "here is another one...."
me: "omg!!!" "what in the world?? when did you do this??"
isaac: "um.....i didnt.... there were dogs and cats running through here and they pooped!"
me: "dogs?"
isaac: "yes, yesterday dogs and cats ran through the room and pooped on the floor...."
me: isaac, cats and dogs did not run through the house yesterday and poop on the floor. You pooped in your pants and pulled it out of your pull-up...you are lying"
isaac: "no, cats and dogs pooped in here!!"
needless to say, those cats and dogs left at least 3 poop balls on my floor...??? he doesnt understand when i tell him he is lying...so i will save that for another day!!!! huuuummmm? My funny boy makes me laugh!!! But poop doesnt thrill me at all!!!

Valentine Poem

Thou art so very sweet and fair,

With such a heaven in thine eyes,

It almost seems an overcare

To ask them to be good or wise.

As if a little bird were blam'd

Because its song unthinking flows;

As if a rose should be asham'd

Of being nothing but a rose.

See the mountains kiss high heaven,

And the waves clasp one another;

No sister flower would be forgiven

If it disdained its brother;

And the sunlight clasps the earth,

And the moonbeams kiss the sea;

What are all these kissings worth,

If thou kiss not me?

author unknown

A Book of Sweethearts

So i know this poem is more likely for a girl, but i could'nt find one for a boy and i am no writer...so this is for valentines day! For my husband who i love very much and my sweet baby boy! I love u both so much thank you for putting up with my and my crazyness!!

Bug!!

Ok...just a funny tidbit from today! I wish i had a picture...Isaac was running through the house yelling "BUG!!!" he had a bug in his room... he was asking me, not the bug person, to come get it. When i said ask your daddy he ran in my room and grabbed a roll of wallpaper, we are about to wallpaper the bathroom, and went running through the house toward the bug. Man i am so happy he is a he and that he is not afraid of bugs. So nice to have a boy!!!

Healthy Food???

Roger and I need to eat healthier!! And lately Isaacs eczema has gotten out of control and his behavior seems to get worse and worse, so we are trying to find what the culprit is. We hope to have him tested for allergies soon, and we are in the process of taking out processed foods!! OMG this is hard everything is processed!! So i am looking for good ideas and needing to find a way to make this a encouraging process....anyway i am not making to much sense so i will go and look for recipes and i am off to the grocery store. Any ideas or recipes are welcome!!